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2005年03月13日

「傭兵の誇り」高部正樹

●今日の読書
・「傭兵の誇り」高部正樹／小学館 ISBN：4-09-389261-X

　あたしは傭兵と云う「職業」を全く知らないので、ちょっとした興味で読んでみましたこの本。なんてったって「傭兵」って字を紙に書けと言われたら間違いなく「庸兵」って書いてたと思うくらい、何も知らなかった。作者は日本で唯一傭兵と云う職に就いている人。三十を数える今も現役。

　先ずは本を読む前の傭兵に対する思い込み。
(1) 給料が高い
(2) ……を書こうとしたけれど何も思い浮かばなかった
そう、今まで考えた事すら無かったのですね。強いて云うなら特殊技能を持つ雇われ兵だから正規兵とは別の指揮系統に属して機密活動とかするのかなぁ、程度か。でも読んでみたら全く違う。命張ってんのに給料は日本の高校生バイトより安いし、外国人だから機密活動や重要な任務を任せられる事は無い。扱いは正規兵よりも断然悪くて、敵が攻めて来たら真っ先に殺されるような場所にこそ配備される、使い捨ての兵隊。絶対死ぬって判ってても行かなくちゃならない。

　厭だよ、絶対にそんな職業に就きたくねぇ。

　兵役がない日本人であるこの人が、んじゃ何で傭兵なんて職業を選んだのかと言えば、「最強の男になる」と云う夢があるからだ、との事。……自分は女でありますが、その思いは少し判る（判ることとやる事は別だ）。最強とは言うけれど、あたしは「強い」と云う事に関しては、守るものあってこそだと思います。単に体力や戦闘技術に附いて人より秀でていれば良いってんじゃなくて、何かを守りたいと思った時に絶対に他人を圧倒出来る力を持つ「最強」。何かに備えての力。庇うもんがなけりゃ、強さを極めても虚しいんじゃなかろうか、ってこれはあたしの考えですが、作者は作者なりの思いがあって傭兵と云う職業を生きている。

　内容に附いて衝撃を受けたのは、月並みですが世界ではまだまだ戦争が日常で、傭兵はそんな中で人を殺し人に殺される生活をしていると知った事。敵の戦車一台爆発させる為に人間が三人死ぬ、地面を匍匐前進してくる人間を櫓の上から狙って射殺し続ける、敵の激しい銃撃で目の前の人が一瞬で内臓までぐちゃぐちゃの肉隗になる、そんな情景が自分の生活時間と並行で起こっているなんてやはり想像し難い。やはり日本ではちゃんとアンテナを張ってないとどんどん世界情勢に鈍化して、平和ボケしちゃうと反省。あたしにはまだまだ知りたい事、知らなくてはならない事がある。

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